Dear Panel,

Oooooh when I see him I feel happy! Nothing matters anymore, when I think of him!

He told me he really liked me and that he also thought we're perfect, or anyway really good for eachother. He asked me if I wanted to get involved, I said, "No." Why? I am a 14 year old girl.

Though I'm very mature and he and his friends also think that, (they all thought I was 17) I didn't think it would work out between us.

What will his friends say? What will his younger brother, a very good friend of mine, say? What will his parents and mine say? What will everyone say? HE IS 20!!!

He said he agreed with me. and that he still thinks that I've got 'it' going on. But now I really miss him, I need him to talk to for hours and I need him to hold me.

Did I do the right thing? I think I did... but it all doesn't matter anyway, for he doesn't want to get involved anymore, for he agreed with me.

He also said that he didn't want this to come this far. Because it just won't work.

AAh! Life's a bitch and then you die!

- Miss A. Lovely