Well, I'm sorry to say this but it sounds like he is trying to keep you around because he can't find anyone else.

You said that you know he hasn't been seeing anyone else yet he's still hanging around you while he was the one that wanted to see other people in the first place.

Maybe He's Just Too Young

The thing is that he is only 20 so he might not be ready to settle down just yet.

I understand completly how you feel about how hard it is to let someone go. My boyfriend and I are going through some hard times and the outlook doesn't look good (I think it's my turn for some advice) It's hard to let someone go when you believe that they are the one, but in the long run you'll be happier to find someone that was truely meant for you instead of wasting time on someone that isn't meant for you.

Good luck =)

Dakota