I am an 18 year old (almost 19) female from California.
Dave is almost 19 years old; he is my best friend in the
whole world. He is very protective of me.
Making
Love Changed Our Friendship
Well anyway, about three days ago we rented a motel. We spent
all night together. I've always wondered what it would be
like to make love to him. And finally, I found out.
He was the one who suggested it and I went along with it
. It was great, I can't compare anything to it. I thought
that I only loved him as a friend, but now I realize that
it is so much more. I can see myself growing old with him.
His
Girlfriend
I knew that he was seeing this girl, but yesterday I found
out that the girl is his girlfriend of about 3 weeks. I feel
that he doesn't care too much for her if he was willing to
do what he did with me.
It's
Different Now
Now it's sometimes hard to be with him as friends when his
girlfriend is around, but the hard thing about it is that
I like his girlfriend; she's a cool person.
What should I do? Please help me.
Do you think he has feelings for me and should I tell him
how I feel?
Thanks,
--
Amanda
